Kamu apa kabar?

Bagaimana langitmu hari ini?
Apakah kelabu seperti milikku?
Ataukah biru seperti saat aku bersamamu?

Bagaimana malammu kini?
Apakah mencekam seperti malamku?
Atau sehangat pagi seperti malamku dulu?

Bagaimana hatimu kini?
Apakah lebam membiru sepertiku?
Atau mungkin merah jambu sepertiku dulu?

Semoga kamu tahu maksudku,
cuma mau tahu kabar kamu...

Naif - Johan dan Enny

Hei kamu yang di belakang situ
Ku ingin engkau tahu
Bila dikau menutup pintu
Ku kan tetap menunggu

Usah kau resah selalu
Yang lalu biar berlalu

Selama mentari menyinari dunia fana ini
Kuharap tak kau tutup pintu
Biarkan 'ku termangu

Yang Lalu Telah Berlalu …
Usah Kau Ragukanku

Jalan kita masih panjang
Biar terus berjalan
Tolong Tuhan bantu hamba
Jangan kau buat sirna
Sirna...

Hei kamu yang dibalik pintu
Ku ingin engkau tahu
Bila saat pintu kau buka
Ku akan tetap ada

Usah kau resah selalu
Yang lalu biar berlalu
Jangan kau ragukanku

Gratitude

This is just a simple note for you
Hope this could be the last one about you
Well, I just want to thank you

Thank you for being so close to me
Thank you for taking care of me
Thank you for being beside me

Thank you for all those days
Thank you for brightening my days
Thank you for all the laughters

Thank you for giving me strength
Thank you for giving me felicity
Thank you for giving me grace

Thank you for all the times
Thank you for all the moments
Thank you for all the memories

Thank you for loving me

determined or persistent

I am here while you are there
Should I standing all alone here
and just waiting for you to come over
or maybe I need to stop and surrender?

Seeing you in distance is too hurtful
Being too close to you is hurting too
But being apart is killing me too
So let me love all the things in you

Even I know my feeling is out of line
But I can't keep you out of my mind
I wanna love you all the time
Not now, but someday in one right time

But well,
In the end,
It's just my selfish and wishful thinking

you and you and you, will always be you

I could give you nothing but my heart
A heart that will always embrace yours

I could do nothing but to love you
A love that I can't resist anymore

I could say nothing but I love you
These honest words are said too much,
but never enough

Holy crap, it hurts!

Untukmu duniaku saat ini

Siapa yang bisa membaca hati?
Jika hati kau pun tak bisa kau baca

Siapa yang bisa menolak rasa?
Apalagi jika telah dibumbui asa

Siapa yang bisa menyalahkan hati?
Jika kau sendiri tidak tahu cara kerjanya

Siapa yang bisa memendam rasa?
Walau kau telah berteriak dan menangis putus asa

Christmas is in the air...

December is always be my favourite months of the year. Because I love the ambiance and atmosphere of Christmas, well when he was beside me.

I love preparing Christmas gift and card for him. I loved it, totally loved it.

Searching the Christmas quote by googling, making a christmas card (even the card is totally f*cked up! It's a proof that I only creative in idea)

I love staying at his home for a couple of nights and spending the time with him and his family. Cherish all the moments, appreciate all the little miracles of Christmas.

And now when he was so damn far away from me, when he walked out of my life, when he left all the cross that I need to bear, I hate Christmas. Cause it reminds me of him, reminds me of the beautiful moment that I had with him, and I will never have such moment like that anymore.

Here we are as in olden days,
happy golden days of yours
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more

Through the years, we all will be together
If the faiths allow
Hang a shining star, the highest bar
And have yourself a merry little Christmas night
(Frank Sinatra, Have yourself a merry little Christmas)