Christmas is in the air...

December is always be my favourite months of the year. Because I love the ambiance and atmosphere of Christmas, well when he was beside me.

I love preparing Christmas gift and card for him. I loved it, totally loved it.

Searching the Christmas quote by googling, making a christmas card (even the card is totally f*cked up! It's a proof that I only creative in idea)

I love staying at his home for a couple of nights and spending the time with him and his family. Cherish all the moments, appreciate all the little miracles of Christmas.

And now when he was so damn far away from me, when he walked out of my life, when he left all the cross that I need to bear, I hate Christmas. Cause it reminds me of him, reminds me of the beautiful moment that I had with him, and I will never have such moment like that anymore.

Here we are as in olden days,
happy golden days of yours
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more

Through the years, we all will be together
If the faiths allow
Hang a shining star, the highest bar
And have yourself a merry little Christmas night
(Frank Sinatra, Have yourself a merry little Christmas)