determined or persistent

I am here while you are there
Should I standing all alone here
and just waiting for you to come over
or maybe I need to stop and surrender?

Seeing you in distance is too hurtful
Being too close to you is hurting too
But being apart is killing me too
So let me love all the things in you

Even I know my feeling is out of line
But I can't keep you out of my mind
I wanna love you all the time
Not now, but someday in one right time

But well,
In the end,
It's just my selfish and wishful thinking